well as it seems it has been forever since i have been on. well ya have to get online to stay intouch with people. anyways life has been interesting. i am sure it will continue to be so for a good while.

well later today i have to go in for psyc evals. not cause there is anything wrong with me but cause my ex is going for sole custody....... cause he says that i am unfit to be the mother of my daughter granted my ex is not the natural father of my daughter but instead the adoptive father and everything turned south right after he adopted anna. well personally i think he pushed me into having him adopt her cause this was the only way that his mother was going to get any grandbabies, yep first brother is an occasionally recovering aa and drug user with mental issues. and my ex well didnt want children at all,  sister well she has two dogs and a happy much older husband who doesnt want kids, then there is the youngest who well solved that problem. so yeah doing this is the only way that his mother will have any grandbabies.

 so i get to sit and have myself evaluated so that i can keep my daughter. fun fun

and i can handle being in the same building as him and i have to be across the hall all day long.